1 Alpha , 2011 .

We will having our first exam on the 1st March . And its coming . Form 1 subjects is a bit harder than year6's subjects . With sejarah , kemahiran hidup and geografi . Its more harder than i thought . Okaay , malas nak tulis panjangpanjang :} Byebye .

Oh hi :}

Okaay , i like how you reply back to me . Okaay like you said , hope you cry like i did . So i did cry when baca your blog . Like you , terkejut . I didnt , i only felt sad . So you cakap you tak pernah forget me ? Oh really ? Auwwh , so sweet . Ily friend . I also didnt forget you guys kot . But about the topic . Get rid of it and i hate to talk about it more and more . Oh i backstabbing you ? Yes dulu skrg maybe but i dont have friend to tell stories to . Its only one of it is , you think about it . But telling stories to her is fun but still not like telling stories to you guys . No seriously , i dont have any proof to tell that you guys talk bad behind me . Okaay , i think you guys did not to . Btw , whats the thing youll never forgive ? Talking about you on the post or else ? And , i remember kot all yang you help me at skttdijaya . The post , i talk about school and my old friends . Not only you laa , dear friend . Its about everyone . Ey , i still can accept you as my best friend . I remember you want to be my bff so bad , but it dosent work . Thats the mostmostmost thing i remember about you in my life . You want me to be just like my old me ? The one you most like when im standard 1 . I swear , i cried so much while readong you post that you post it about me . I also like you , everything on you and everything about you . Your sosososoo nice to me . If i can to , i will like to be your bff . But i dont think you will accept me again as your bff because of , you know the answer i think . Nak hangout ? Maybe its okaay if korang tk nk invite me . I dont mind . Cause i know when i stay bj , i will be leftout and not be treated . Nevermind guys . I understand . I i really like terdesak to hangout , i will invete my bj friends if i could to . You should be proud because your the one in a million friend , your the hardest one to find and the one i would never ever forget . Because you more and the most special than the others :) . I love you so damn much friend . I miss you . I hope we can still meet someday . But i think my dream is hard to come true :( . Thanks for being a great friend . Remember i will always remember and not to forget you .

Lots of love , arisahaninizam .

Human .

Okay today sunday . Boring . So ade budak ni pelik . I tegur him because izzat talks about him ALOT . So this is how our conversation starts :

Me : Hi .
Him : Aku suka kau .
Me : What ?
Him : Kau cantik .
Me : Aku tak cantik
Him : Kau cantik gile .
Me : Ohyeeah ?
Him : Yeeah .
Me : Idc .
Him : Aku still suka kau .
Me : Wtvr .
Then , it ends .
I was like you weird boy . Then , he reply .

Him : Aku tak suka kau .
Me : Kau tak suka aku ?
Him : Aku tak suka kau .
Me : Okaay , bagus .
Him : Okaay .
Me : Bye .
Him : Aku still tak suka kau .
It ends AGAIN .
So pelik right ? DIe ckp suka then tak ? Wth .

Dear weddings , i hate you ;p

Weddings is boring because its hot and uncomfortable . If dkt hotel or dewan yang aircond can best . Ni kipas , mmg basah peluh laa . Yes i hate weddings sbb die tak best and tak best ! Haha , sometimes boleh pilih whether follow or stay but sometimes MUST follow . Tu yang tak tahan . Im tired . Fuh , i have many more cousins yang belum kahwin . So like Ohmaagod . Banyak nyee , nnt all kne attend . So mmg wedding tak best but i just need to accept that soon or later , i also will be getting married with someone i loved in the future . But for now im going to stay with my decision that wedding is so boring , hot and not fun for childrens or adult . Thanks for reading :}

Arisahaninizam .

Happy Chinese New Year .

So today is chinese new year . To all my chinese friends ' Happy Chinese New Year ' .
Have fun celebrating chinese new year , chinese . Okaay , today malls and anywhere is empty because theres none of chinese in it . It is only , malay or indians . But majority its malay . Chinese New Year is boring because we didnt do anything except saw the fireworks and the lanterns . Thats the only thing . Thats all . Nak makan , byee . Im going to be back in a short period .

Thanks for reading guys .

Lovelovees , arisahaninizam :}

Im stuck with everything .

Should i be alone or should i be with him ? Thats the only question im asking in my mind . Ive been thinking about it for a longlone time and lastly today he asked me about that question again , but i want to be alone . So atlast , i tell him that i need to be alone and be forever alone . Im single mingle triangle :} . I think he didnt like my choice but i need to go with it . Im veryvery sorry maan . And you keep asking me the same question why im not accepting him . I cant agree and idk why . Btw , i gtg . Byee , thanks for reading :) .

Sekian terima kasih .

By , arisahani .